Looking back at the 364 days that passed, I cannot begin to precisely describe how 2012 has been for me. It's like driving down a fast lane and all those months seemed like a blurry background instead of a scenic panorama. I guess that's the right word for it. Blurry. Maybe it's the want for forgetting hideous memories or the need to erase the frustrating and stagnant moments speaking here in behalf of my unable lips but, God knows how I spent the entire year (almost) at the bottom of the pit feeling blue and all that shit. And for all that I have been through this year, I never thought that I would be able to redeem myself from the crumbled pieces that was left of me.
But despite the haziness, the fuzz and the drama, there are actually a few really good things and exceptionally extraordinary people here and there that made my year quite bearable if not, fascinatingly delightful. And for all of that; I am very grateful for all the answered and unanswered prayers, for the faith that made me endure the lowest low of my life, for the strength that made me stand my ground and for the will to keep fighting for all the things that made me who I am today. And after a year's worth of battle and constant indecisive procrastination, I am still here. Alive. Strong. Brave. Wise. Ready.
Bring it on 2013!
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